Do you know how hard it is to be a Christian after having lost your virginity? Do you know how difficult it is to possess true faith in the heart? He looks upon the stars for but a moment and sees heaven's face. To the virgin, faith comes prior to his first breath each day, prior to his first thought upon rising at the sun's ascent, it is the blood that flows in his veins through the night, and closer to him than the air and winds that caress the hairs of his arms. It is not a battle to be waged, nor a prize to be sought, it is as a river flowing from heaven into him as a gift given and placed within his mind of minds, his heart of hearts without even a request. Every other sin is forgiven by a mere prayer, half hearted and in the midst of comfort and with a wandering mind. Confession? You think that works for this sin? I laugh and scoff. It is for the youth, forget this sacrament, go and save the world. Not one time, but a few times.