Do you know how hard it is to be a Christian after having lost your virginity? Do you know how difficult it is to possess true faith in the heart? He looks upon the stars for but a moment and sees heaven's face. To the virgin, faith comes prior to his first breath each day, prior to his first thought upon rising at the sun's ascent, it is the blood that flows in his veins through the night, and closer to him than the air and winds that caress the hairs of his arms. It is not a battle to be waged, nor a prize to be sought, it is as a river flowing from heaven into him as a gift given and placed within his mind of minds, his heart of hearts without even a request. Every other sin is forgiven by a mere prayer, half hearted and in the midst of comfort and with a wandering mind. Confession? You think that works for this sin? I laugh and scoff. It is for the youth, forget this sacrament, go and save the world. Not one time, but a few times.
Next time you ask yourself, why do I suffer this or that? Remember the man or woman you violated and who snatched like Satan the innocence of your youth. Remember their face, for it is the face of a thousand children who would not know their true mother or father, but a replacement who happened to be a virgin believer in substitute for their fallen patriarch, now a pig.
Virginity, what ought to be a standard, and without which no one can marry and take another's hand, is now a priceless rarity, maybe one or two each in region or continent of the world ripened in age. You think they are infertile? No, they are not, for by a mere prayer they can be renewed and acquire the fertility of the earth and the heavens and give you your own fertility back too and to thousands.
I'll give you a spirituality upon one fall or even two - repair the universe, repair humanity, renew it, so that those two little birds, little virgins may come together in union, in a world without you and the chaos you have caused.
And beyond this, I'm telling you in laughter, Christ is not very merciful. Do you think he is gracious? It is under a presumption, that you do not have countless sexual acts committed under the guise of goodness, but only as a known whore.
To you I have a word as well. Keep hell, your home before your eyes, and seek to do what you can to come to the aid of thousands of husbands of those you have violated, bowing before them as a slave to his master, or as a donkey to his owner.
The virgin looks upon the world and sees that his home, earth, has been marred and made into hell. And he waits for the coming of his King to slay you as a lion slayeth a hyena, by the neck, and unto death, heckling unto silence.
And what of the priesthood. How many are such?
It is written, They shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and sulfur.